“Your soul is the reflection of all souls”

“Your soul is the reflection of all souls. You are the other. Without the other, you would not exist. You are defined by your relationships with others. You would need to describe the whole universe in order to define a single person. Therefore every single person is the whole universe. Your soul is both personal and universal at the same time. Everyone is a reflection of you. You are in a hall of mirrors where every reflection of yourself appears different. Others you admire reflect the qualities you most cherish in yourself. Others you detest reflect the qualities you most deny in yourself. Each person you see is a different version of you.”

– Enoch Tan

A beautiful reflection of oneness.

Guru G – The Purpose of Existence

3 March 2013 – Channelled by Lumire:

Namaste and Welcome, I am Guru G,

This transmission will be done in the traditional question and answer format between guru and seeker.

Seeker: What is the purpose of my existence?
Guru G: The purpose of life is to find the truth of who you really are, not what the mind believes, but the eternal unending nature of the Self.

Seeker: How do I discover this?
Guru G: By going within and finding that which is always still in the ever changing turbulence of life.

Seeker: What is this stillness you speak of?
Guru G: The stillness is the real you, connected to the Divine, never changing, always remaining the same. It is the quiet peace in you that has always existed.

Seeker: You speak of the Divine, is this God?
Guru G: The Divine has always been, never not there, found in everything and also in no-thing. You are a Divine spark that expresses him/herself through the Divine.

Seeker: Are you saying that I am the Divine?
Guru G: Yes, you are a expression of Divine conciousness experiencing life as a individual entity.

Seeker: What happens when I die?
Guru G: Death is not the end of life, merely a transition into a new experience, whether here on Earth or some other place. The individual spark never dies, for this is not the wish of the Divine.

Seeker: How do I realise the Self?
Guru G: Know that your true nature is already realised, there is nothing more you can do.

Seeker: But I don’t feel awakened.
Guru G: That is because your mind is blocking you from seeing the truth of who and what you are.

Seeker: How do I unblock this then?
Guru G: Your mind is like the clouds blocking the rays of the sun from shining through. The sun is the real you that exists beyond all time. Simply realise that you are actually the sun and the clouds are just thoughts, emotions and feelings that float by.

Seeker: But it seems too hard, I get caught up in the past and future of what happened before and what I need to do tomorrow.
Guru G: There is only the Now, past is just a collection of memories of what occurred previously in the now, the future is just a projection of thoughts of what might happen. Past and future thoughts only happen in this moment of now, there isn’t any other time but this instant.

Seeker: I think I understand what you are saying, but the clouds still block me from seeing.
Guru G: Nothing can truly stop you from seeing your Self, don’t give thoughts any importance, just let them come and go. Be the Seer that sees the appearing and disappearing, for this is the real you.

Seeker: Who is the Seer?
Guru G: The Seer is the unchanging presence of who you really are, it is the real part of you that sees beyond the mind identity of which you believe is the “I”. The Eternal “I”, some may call it the Atman or Soul is what actually experiences this life that you live.

Seeker: What is the quickest way to awaken?
Guru G: The fastest path is through surrender, this involves a complete letting go of who you think you are and falling into heart of your true being. This ultimate surrender means that you are willing the let your mind die even if it means death in real life.

Seeker: I don’t want to lose my self, this is who I am.
Guru G: The self you think as yourself is not the real you, it is simply your personality created out of thought forms that you identify as “I”. The real self is the truth of who you are, the “I am” that has always been.

Seeker: The idea of surrender doesn’t appeal to me is there any other way?
Guru G: There are many other ways you can realise the true self, like it has been said: There are many paths but only one destination.

Seeker: Could you please just tell me one way?
Guru G: Yes, by inquiring about who you truly are, to do this ask yourself the question: “Who am I ?”. When asking this question the purpose of it is not for your mind to come up with an answer, the question’s job is to direct you inwards and discover the stillness of your true being.

Seeker: When I ask the question my mind keeps on chattering away.
Guru G: The mind is like a monkey on your back, you keep feeding it bananas (thoughts) which help make it stronger. You are not these thoughts, but the awareness that sees them. Simply let the thoughts be, do not give them any energy; a good way to not become attached to them is to just smile at them and not take them seriously.

Seeker: I see what you mean, when I didn’t take my thoughts seriously I became the watcher, I was simply the awareness seeing.
Guru G: This is very good, the next step is to see whether you can aware of the watcher itself. See if you can watch the watcher, since the watcher can sometimes be just the mind doing the looking. You are not the mind but the never unchanging stillness of being. Try out for yourself if this can be done or not.

Seeker: When I tried watching the watcher, I noticed that it could be done. I became this still awareness and noticed a great peace within me.
Guru G: Yes this is excellent, you have found what you have been searching for. You have always been this still awareness, only the mind was blocking you from seeing this great expansive view. Know that you can always be in this state if you choose to, just simply bring your attention inward and feel who you truly are.

Seeker: Thank you Guru G.
Guru G: Om Shanti. Let the light in your heart guide you on your journey.

Notes: Guru G is one of my spirit guides, he shows himself to me as a traditional Indian monk. He wishes to point out that the truth we seek is already within us.

Sacred Earth

“The whole of planet Earth is a sacred site. All people are the chosen people, and the purpose of our lives is a spiritual one.

May we care for each other, and for the earth, for everything relates to everything else.

Feeling this oneness, may we radiate the light of love and kindness that all may live in unity and peace.”

~ Radha Sahar

Letting go of your birth family

Jeshua channeled by Pamela Kribbe

Dear friends, it gives me great pleasure to be with you again. You are all brave warriors. Your very presence in a physical body on earth today speaks of your great courage and readiness to face up to darkness, within and without and to throw your light on it, the light of your consciousness. You are warriors in the spiritual sense and your weaponry consists of both compassion and discernment. One does not overcome the fears and illusions of your reality by love and compassion alone. These essential, predominantly feminine qualities need to be complemented by the masculine qualities of clarity and discernment. Compassion enables you to perceive the core of light in any expression of duality, for instance to recognize the light of someone’s soul even if their personality is full of negativity. Discernment makes you aware of the presence of fear and power-related energies in any such expression and it enables you to distance yourself from it, to let it go from your energy field.

To know who you are you have to let go of what you are not. Discernment helps you let go of that which you are not. Discernment is the “energy of the sword,” the energy that helps you set boundaries for yourself and find your own way. I call it the masculine energy and it is a necessary complement to the feminine qualities of understanding and forgiveness. I am stressing the importance of “the sword of discernment” in this channeling, for it is very relevant to the issue we will discuss today.

Today I would like to speak of your relationship with your parents and with your birth family in general. When you enter a path of spiritual growth, this issue will at some point be in the forefront of your attention.

One might look upon your birth in a physical body as a fall into darkness, if you dissociate it from any notions of sin or guilt. The birthing process is really a plunge into the deep that you have consciously decided upon from some part of your soul. At the core of your soul, you have decided to take upon you this present incarnation, and you felt the trust and perseverance needed to “accomplish the mission.” However at the moment you plunge in, so to speak, you are soaked in a state of not-knowing, a state of temporary unawareness. As soon as you enter the material reality of earth, your consciousness becomes veiled or hypnotized by certain illusions which are nothing but the deeply ingrained habits of the majority of people on earth. This is the net that is cast around you.

When you enter the earth life, the memory of “the other side” is still fresh and alive. But you have no words to express it, no way of communicating the truth of it, the simple things like the unconditional love and safety that surround you everywhere you go. The energy of Home is still self-evident to you, like the feel of water to a fish. But then you enter the physical world and the psychological reality of your parents. You reach out to them, you want to keep that sense of Home alive but it seems that you are cut off, like a net cast around the “fishy part” of you. This is the birth trauma that has physical as well as deeply spiritual aspects to it.

The net that catches you as you fall is predominantly spun by your parents’ way of being, their basic outlook on life, their ways of relating to themselves, their hopes and desires for you. When you were born, the collective consciousness on earth was still in the grip of ego based consciousness, as it is even now. Times are changing, but there is a kind of beginning stage in which things need time to gain momentum before real, fundamental change is actually brought about. At present you are still in these beginning stages, and the inner work you do is vital in this respect. So when you entered earth, you entered a reality dominated by ego based consciousness and you got acquainted with it through the energy of your parents.

When you enter the reality of ego based consciousness as represented by your parents, you get to deal with a number of pervasive illusions, of which I wish to name three important ones.

1. The loss of mastery

The first illusion is the illusion of the loss of mastery. This illusion makes you forget, while you grow up and become an adult, that you are the creator of everything that happens in your life. Most people do not recognize what happens in their life as their own creation. They often feel they are a victim of “greater powers” that make and shape their life. This is the loss of mastery.

2. The loss of unity

With the plunge into collective human consciousness as portrayed by your parents, you also lose your sense of unity with all that lives. The basic realization of the “oneness of all things” is slowly filtered out of your consciousness. You are encouraged to build your own ego. According to ego based consciousness, we are all essentially separate beings, struggling for our own existence, struggling for survival, nourishment and acknowledgement. We seem to be confined to our own body and locked into our own psychological reality with no true and open connection to “the other.” This is the illusion of separation and the tragic sense of loneliness that accompanies it.

3. The loss of love

And then there is the loss of love, meaning the sense of unconditional joy and safety that belongs to the very heart of you like a natural birthright. As you enter the earth plane on which the energy of love is not self-evident at all, you gradually start to confuse love with all kinds of energies that are not love, such as admiration, wealth or emotional dependency. These confused notions of love affect your relationships and basically make you continually search for something outside of you to regain that sense of unconditional love that is actually deep inside you.

How these illusions or losses affect you depends on the specific energy of your parental house and your family environment. Generally the parental consciousness is a mixture of ego and heart, of fear and light. There are certain areas in which your parents are likely to be very attached to or hooked up with the illusions mentioned above. But at other points they may be quite enlightened, for instance by having experienced suffering and inner growth in some area which opened up their hearts. The specific way in which they are stuck in the illusions of ego based consciousness is different for each parent or family.

When you enter this specific configuration of energies that makes up your birth family, your consciousness is wide open with hardly a sense of personal boundaries yet. As a baby, you take in your parents’ energies very thoroughly, like a basic imprint that has a deep effect on how you experience things later. There is no filter yet. It is only much later when you become aware of yourself as yourself, roughly during puberty, that you grow the consciousness needed to sift though these energies and find out what feels good and natural to you and what does not.

First you attach yourself very strongly to the paradigm of your parents, and then as you grow older and gain more self-awareness, you start to question your parents’ outlook on things as you are looking for your own sense of identity. This psychological growth process is very much akin to the transition from ego based consciousness to heart based consciousness. The natural stages of earth life, the biological and psychological cycles and seasons, correlate with natural growth stages in the spiritual sense. The transition from ego to heart based consciousness often runs parallel with overcoming the limiting, fearful energies that controlled your birth family.

The cosmic birth trauma that you experience when you are born as an individual soul (see chapter Cosmic birthing pain, p.121) is to some extent repeated every time you begin a new earth life. At the time of your birth, your parents belong to the energy of the earth. They have already adapted to this dimension, to the laws that apply here. Often these are limiting laws which are not at all self-evident to the child. The parents thus represent the ego based consciousness for the child, the energy of the three illusions. The child meets these through the parental home, and the way in which they have taken shape in the parents will influence the child strongly for the rest of its life.

Especially in the first three months, the child takes in its surroundings very deeply. The energies of the parents sink into the child’s consciousness unhampered by rational thought or defense. On the other hand there is still a “piece of heaven” in its memory, a part of the child’s consciousness that is untainted by the illusions, that knows love, mastery and oneness as the natural state of being. This awareness collides with the ego based energies around it, and this is a deeply painful conflict. It can make the child want to turn around and go back “home;” it can cause grave resistance to life at the very start. It is actually the cosmic birth trauma repeated over again.

How does the child handle this collision or conflict of energies? Most often, it shuts down some parts of himself or herself. Some parts of the child’s consciousness will go into hiding. The child will tend to comply with the energies of the parents, adapt itself to them, for it is wholly dependent upon them from the start. The child is in a very vulnerable physical state and it has a great desire to be nurtured and loved by the parents. Its memory of the natural state of oneness, love and mastery is actually the child’s gift to the parents, but they are often unable to receive this gift, once they have been veiled by the energy of the illusions. They are thus unable to truly receive the child.

Parents have at some point been children as well, of course, and have gone through the same process. Parents do not consciously force their fears and illusions onto their children. However as adults they have unwittingly absorbed many energies of ego based consciousness.

At the moment of the birth of a child, parents often experience a temporary awakening. Watching this innocent little creature coming out of the womb, entrusting itself to the world, so open and vulnerable, stirs a deep sense of awe in almost anyone. This sacred moment opens the gates to Home wide open in the parents’ consciousness and they – unknowingly – reach out to the divine core inside of them that knows unconditional love and oneness. They enter a sacred space for a while, and they feel who they are beyond the illusions. But often this is a temporary state of bliss, because afterwards things will settle down and “get back to normal.” Their ways of thinking and feeling will tend to fall back into the patterns they were used to. And thus the opening to heart based consciousness closes down again.

And what happens to the child that grows up? Most children choose to adapt so strongly to the parental frame of reference that they lose touch with their original soul energy that they were still very much aware of in the beginning of their incarnation. In this first phase of life (until puberty) they are so involved in focusing themselves into this world and getting love and attention from their parents, that they themselves forget who they are.

How does this affect the child? The child has an unbridled longing for love and safety and when it stumbles upon fearful, blocked parts in the parents’ energies, it will be confused by them. It will experience pain and a sense of abandonment. But it will hide these emotions from itself, because they are too painful to fully realise when you are in such a state of vulnerability and openness. What the child will do is put on blindfolds and create illusionary images of love. To survive emotionally, it will allow itself to be confused by the false images of the parents because if unconditional love is not available, conditional love seems better than none. The child will generally bend over backwards to get the love and safety it needs and remembers from Home. And therefore it will mistake the wrong energies for love. For example it will confuse love with a parent’s pride in certain achievements or a parent’s emotional need for the child.

Whenever the child achieves something that makes the parents proud and the child is complimented for it, they may feel their heart open up from gladness that they are liked and appreciated. But if the parental pride is not from a source of genuine understanding of the child, if it is not based upon what the child itself aspires to but more on what society expects from the child, then the pride is really a kind of poison. The child is rewarded for living up to external standards, whereas love means that one gets in touch with the child’s inner standards – what they want to achieve in this lifetime for themselves. When attention is systematically focused on outer achievements, the child will be fooled into believing that achievement equals love and they will tend to grow a guilty conscience when they are not doing “what is right,” what they are supposed to do according to external standards. As an adult, they may become someone who does not recognize when their boundaries are crossed or when they are working too hard. They will simply find that they feel the urge to achieve all the time, not understanding why working hard has become an addiction.

Another distortion of the true energy of love is when the child starts to confuse love with emotional dependency. Many children feel loved when they feel needed by their parents. They are actually filling a hole in their parents’ heart, a hole that the parents have not taken care of themselves, and when the child steps into it, it offers itself as a substitute parent. It seeks to provide the love and support the parents are missing inside. In this way, it wants to please the parents and get the love it so sorely needs. But this kind of service is not love, of course. It is a dangerous entanglement of energies that will create a lot of difficulties later on in both the relationship between the parents and the child and in the intimate relationships that the child will enter as an adult.

Many parents have experienced a lack of unconditional love in their own childhood. They were not truly received by their parents either. This has left a deep seated pain and a sense of abandonment in their being. When they have a child themselves, they embrace it with mixed signals. On the one hand, there is genuine love in them but on the other hand, there is the subconscious need “to make up for the loss.” Parents often try to heal their own emotional wounds through the relationship with their child. When they do so unconsciously, they use the child as a substitute parent – the child needs to give them the love they so sorely missed in their own childhood.

When that happens, the messages “I love you” and “I need you” get completely mixed up for the child. The child’s energy will not be her own anymore, because it will feel sucked up by the parent’s need, and this being sucked up will actually feel good to the child! It will provide a false sense of safety which by the time the child is an adult will make her feel like she is being loved deeply by someone when her energy is depleted and owned by that person. She will feel loved and appreciated when she is stretching her limits to give the most she can. She will interpret emotional dependency, even jealousy and possessiveness, as a form of love whereas these energies are diametrically opposed to it. This tragic loss of self is born from the association of love with need.

So far I have stressed that when you come to earth as a child, you are submerged into an “ocean of forgetfulness,” a net of illusions that at first seems to tie you down very thoroughly. However from the soul level, you consciously allow yourself to be led astray. Deep down inside when you incarnate on earth, you trust that you will find the solution and the way out. It is your mission to find the way out of the illusions and to bring the “energy of the solution,” the energy of love and clarity, out into the world, available to others.

At certain times in your life, there will be opportunities and possibilities that will help you fulfill this mission. As you grow up, you will meet certain people or situations that will invite or challenge you to find out who you are. You will be gently pushed or, if you are stubborn, violently provoked by life to “detangle the knot.” You need to let go of the false images of love that were part of your upbringing, part of your parents’ energy. This may trigger an identity crisis, similar to what has been described in the first part of this book as the first stage in the transition from ego to heart. It may seem that nothing is certain anymore and that everything you believed in is under scrutiny. Indeed, your soul will leave no stone unturned to bring you Home. Your soul will knock on your door incessantly until you open up and set yourself free.

Major events in your life are always geared to offer you opportunities to grow and return to who you are. But it takes courage and determination to get to the bottom of this quest and to regain the energies of the newborn child, untainted by the illusions of the loss of mastery, love and oneness. You will likely find yourself opposed to your own soul energy for a while, for it may lead you astray from what you regarded as normal and befitting for you. Your soul may seem a wayward guest to you, as you have been getting used to the ways of the world, the ways of your birth family.

It takes both the male energy of self-consciousness and discernment and the female energy of love and understanding to release yourself from ego based consciousness. Regarding your parents, discernment means that you distance yourself from the fear ridden and limiting energies they have fed you. Remember the importance of “the energy of the sword” that I mentioned in the beginning. To let go of your birth family in the spiritual sense, you need to be able to distinguish between their energy and your own and you need to be able to “cut the cords” that limit and suffocate you.

This is not primarily about expressing anger and frustration to your parents or telling them where they were wrong about you. It may be a good thing sometimes to try to make clear to them your position on things or your feelings about them. But in many cases, they may not understand what you are trying to tell them. They may not resonate with the part of you that is “different” and at odds with their outlook on life. Releasing the ties to the parental energy means first and foremost to release the energy from your own mind and emotions. It is about looking within and finding out to what extent you implicitly live by your parents’ set of illusions, by their do’s and don’ts which were based on fear and judgment.

Once you are clear about this and you allow yourself to let that go, you will be free to forgive them and really “leave the parental house.” It is only after you sever the cords on the inner level and take responsibility for your own life that you can really let your parents be. You will have clearly said “no” to their fears and illusions (sword of discernment), but at the same time you will see that your parents are not identical with their fears and illusions. They also are children of God simply trying to fulfill their soul mission. Once you feel this, you can feel their innocence and you can forgive.

In a sense you have been the victim of your parents – your parents as they represented ego based consciousness in your childhood. You have temporarily and partly lived according to their illusions. In a way you had no choice, as their child. However to transcend your sense of being the victim here is one of the most powerful breakthroughs you can have in your life. It makes you a free person when you can recognize the deep energetic imprints from your childhood and consciously decide which ones benefit you and which ones you’d rather let go. This is mastery.

You then no longer subconsciously adapt to the wishes and longings of your parents when they are not your own. At the same time, you no longer rebel against them either. You can see the false images they offered you as simply not belonging to you, period. You do not need to judge your parents for burdening you with these aspects. You can be loving and discerning at the same time.

One might say that you are introduced to ego based consciousness through your parents and you transcend it through them as well, by letting them go in love and forgiveness and by recognizing yourself as the independent master that you are.


Lightworkers and their parents

At this point I would like to speak specifically about the lightworker soul in relation to his or her birth family. Lightworkers often carry within them an extra assignment in regard to their parents or birth family. When they come to earth, Lightworkers have the specific intention to awaken, to set themselves free from ego based consciousness and to plant the seeds of Christ consciousness on earth. More strongly than others, lightworkers want to teach and heal others, helping them grow towards a heart based consciousness.

For that reason, many lightworker souls are born with parents or in families which are heavily stuck in the reality of ego based consciousness. Because it is their intention to break open stuck and rigid energy patterns, lightworkers are drawn like a magnet to “problem situations” in which the energy is stagnant, like in a dead-end alley. The lightworker comes in with a certain awareness, a certain spiritual sense which makes him or her “different,” not fitting into the family’s expectations or ambitions. The lightworker child will somehow, by what she radiates or expresses as her truth, challenge the family’s basic assumptions about life. She almost instinctively will do everything to get the energy moving and flowing again.

While the lightworker soul thus wants nothing more than to be of service to the parents and the family, they might look upon her as the odd one out, even as the black sheep. When the inner beauty and purity of the lightworker child is not recognized as such, she will often temporarily get lost in emotions of loneliness and even depression.

When they start their incarnation, lightworkers have the confidence deep down that they will find their way out, that they will overcome the limiting energy of their birth family. However when they are actually born on earth and grow up, they are exposed to the same dilemmas and confusions as any other child. In a certain sense they experience this confusion more deeply and more intensely. Because they are spiritually aware souls who are often older and wiser than their parents, they are very much aware that “something is not right” about the energy of their environment. On the inner level they clash head-on with the parents’ energies, not understanding or resonating with their mind set or behavior. This clash causes great distress inside them, gentle and sensitive as they are. They have to find a way to survive emotionally, coping with the fact that they both love the parents dearly and are very different from them. This causes a lot of psychological problems in lightworkers ranging from loneliness, insecurity and fear to addiction, depression and self destruction.

Thus your journey to earth and to places of darkness where the energy is stuck and hostile is not without risk. It is a dangerous mission. Don’t forget why I call you brave warriors! It is for this reason; you are like pioneers who venture out into strange and unknown territory. There are no signposts or markers. The environment in which you start your journey is inhospitable and does not feel like home. You will have to create the energy of home for yourself, with only your own feelings and intuition as your compass. As a lightworker, you are a pioneer who wants to break the barriers of old and stifling thought patterns and release the energy stuck within. You are almost always the first one in your environment to do so. You do not meet your soul mates until later. It is the struggle by yourself that marks you as the true warrior that you are. You will have to find the way out by yourself and once you have done so you will attract likeminded spirits into your life, people who reflect your awakened state of being.

The solitary struggle you all have to go through to discover your light is the heaviest burden for you. On the soul level you have chosen this path consciously, but to live through it as a child of flesh and blood is a painful thing that wounds you deeply. I urge you to feel and recognize this pain in yourself, because only by connecting to it can you transform and release it. Once you know that wounded child inside that took the cross of alienation upon its fragile shoulders, you will get to the core of your burden. When you get to the core, the solution is nearby. You only need to embrace the pain of that child with a pure and deep awareness. From this awareness an energy of compassion and deep respect will reach out to the child. You will lift the cross just by being with yourself and truly loving and cherishing that part of you that is “different.” This is how you bring the child home and fulfill your mission as the pioneer that you are.


Resolving family karma

The lightworker’s assignment in regard to their birth family is to become who they are. In doing so, they accomplish their mission. It is not their task to change their family; it is not your job to change anything outside of you. You are not here to make the world a better place. You are here to awaken yourself. And yes, when you do so the world will become a better place, because your light will shine upon it and bring joy and enlightenment to others as well. But do not focus on the world, whether it is your family or any other relationship you enter.

The real work is to let go of all those bits of ego based fear and illusion that you yourself absorbed so deeply as a child. Getting to know these energetic imprints which partly created your personality, and releasing the parts of it that do not belong to you is a challenging and intense process. It is about peeling away all the layers of the onion; it is about being born a second time.

By stressing the profundity of this inner process, this second birth, I do not mean to discourage you. On the other hand I would like you to have deep respect for yourselves. You are the bravest warriors I know. You are pioneers who, by kindling your own light in places of darkness and hostility, pave the way for a new consciousness on earth.

It is not your job to kindle the light in someone else’s heart. It is up to them if they do so. You may offer a spark, you may set an example, but in no way are you responsible for anyone else’s awakening. This is important to stress especially with regard to your birth family. You often feel instinctively as a child and more consciously as a grown-up that you have to save your parents from their fears and illusions. Moreover you often think that you have failed in this assignment. You feel that you have not truly been able to help your parents in the way you had envisioned.

This line of thought rests on a mistaken perception of what helping really means and what your assignment is with regard to your parents. In reality, the situation is this. From your birth onward, you begin to absorb your parents’ energies very strongly as if they were your own. You cannot easily distinguish any more where you begin and they end. Because you absorb their fears and illusions as well, you get intimately in touch with their emotional burdens. These burdens may have been passed over to them through several generations on either side of the family. There may be a karmic aspect to it, meaning that the same issue gets repeated over and over again until the “spell is broken.” This you may call family karma. There may be issues relating to an unbalanced male or female energy, energies resulting from old slavery traditions, issues pertaining to certain illnesses, etc. This kind of karmic burden is solved when the energy stuck inside of it gets released and thus is not passed along to the next generation. Family karma is resolved when at least one member of the family breaks the link by setting herself free from the emotional burden that she absorbed from childhood and that may even be in her genes.

The family member who “breaks the spell” does so first and foremost by helping herself. It is about being focused on your own inner growth and expansion. This growth and expansion has an effect on the “energy of the family.” It opens up the possibility for members of that family to find the way out as well. The lightworker who has freed himself of the emotional dead-end ally provides an energetic trail for others of his family. This he accomplishes by his inner work and what he radiates because of that, not by actually trying or even pushing others to change and move forward. What she offers her birth family energetically is the possibility of change. Her energy mirrors the possibility of change to them and that is all she needs to do.

Whether the family members pick up on the trail is entirely up to them. Never are you responsible for nor is your spiritual mission dependent upon someone else’s decision to change or not. You may have freed yourself of the karmic burden that your family saddled you with and be ridiculed or rejected for it by your family, and yet your mission will have been entirely successful. You will have crushed the hypnotic hold that karmic patterns can have over a family line and if you have children, the emotional burden will not be passed along to them. This is what your soul mission is about.

Imagine you are living in a valley which is quite barren and dry. All of your community tells you that you cannot get out of this valley – it is all there is. You seem to be the only one to remember that there are much more lush and fertile lands than this. So after a lot of consideration, you decide to try your luck and climb out of that valley. The climb up takes a tremendous amount of strength and energy. Not only is the road very steep, there are no road signs or marks to hold onto either. While you are climbing up you leave a track behind you. At some point, you come up out of that valley and the landscape that lies before you overwhelms you with joy and a sense of recognition. You knew there was something out there that felt much more like home than your birth ground. Enthusiastically you peer down and look for your family. You would like them to join you and marvel at this great vista. You would like to share your victory. But you can see no one down there and when you notice some folks far off, they do not seem interested in your journey at all.

This is what happens frequently to lightworker souls. I ask you not to mourn the loss of your family in this respect. You will have offered them a great service by walking out of the valley, by clearing the way and leaving a track. This track will stay there and it will be used one day by anyone who wants to climb out of that particular valley. The track is an energy space that you have made available to them.

It is the building of this track that was your purpose when you were born with these parents and in this family. It is not your purpose to make your family go up as well or to carry them out of the valley on your shoulders! That is not your task. Whenever you try to figuratively drag your parents or family up that steep hill, you are hindering your own growth and you will be disillusioned and disappointed. It is not the way of spiritual growth and alchemy. Those others that you love and want to share your light with may choose to live in the valley for another century or more. It is up to them. But one day in their own time, they will uncover a little track that goes up and they will think: “Hey, this is interesting, let’s go up and try this; I am not having a good time down here anymore.” And off they go. They will start their own journey of inner growth, their own climb into the light. And isn’t it wonderful, isn’t it absolutely precious, that they will find marks along the way, a track for them to hold onto? They will have to go through their own struggles, but they will have a beacon set out for them which lightens their journey. As a pioneer you will have cleared the way though a wild and unknown territory and the road paved by you will be used with gratitude and honor.

To be really free and to regain your mastership as an independent spiritual being, you have to let go of your birth family. You have to let go of them, not only as their child but also as their parent. Let me explain this double bind. The child in you needs to let go of the hope that your parents will offer you unconditional love and safety. It has to turn to you for this and you have to help it let go of the angry, sad and disappointed part of the child that feels betrayed by your parents. This is the child part. However you also need to let go of the part of you that wants to be your parents’ parent. It is typical of lightworker souls that at some point when they grow up, they start to feel like they are the parents of their parents. Because of their inborn desire to teach and heal and their developed spiritual awareness, they often see their parents’ fears and illusions clearly and they want to heal them. This may get you into a lot of struggle with your parents because your desire to help them is often intertwined with an unconscious need to be recognized for who you really are. In other words, the wounded child speaks through you when you try to help your parents, and it is a recipe for disaster when you try to help others through the wounded parts of you. You will end up more wounded and your parents will likely end up upset or confused.

To let go of your parents means to let go of any desire to change them. You have to understand that it is not your task to lead them anywhere. Your mission is to deal with your own path – that is all. After you have truly parted with your parents, letting go of the double bind, you will find that a new space opens up between you and them, much more free and open. If they are still alive, the relationship with your parents may become less strained, as the energies of reproach and guilt will have left the scene. On the other hand, you may feel you do not want to visit them so often anymore. There may simply be a lack of common interests. In any case you will feel more free in this relationship, setting your own course through life without the need for approval by them or the tendency to get angry and upset if they do not agree with you.

In your life, you may now get in touch with people who belong to your “spiritual family.” Your spiritual family has nothing to do with biology, genes or heredity. It is a family of kindred souls. Often you know them from past lives in which you bonded through friendship, love or a shared mission. It is very easy to get along with them, for you share an inner likeness; you belong to the same family. It is a kind of homecoming you experience. What made you feel different and lonely among other people first now becomes the foundation of your connection and mutual recognition. Bonding with your spiritual family is a true source of joy in earth life. The key to allowing it into your life is to find your own way “out of the valley” and to recognize the light within. When you are able to recognize your own light in an environment that does not mirror it back to you, you become independent and free. Unburdened by the karmic aspects of your history, the fears and illusions that held you down, you will attract relationships into your life which are based on love and respect and which reflect your awakened divinity.

© Pamela Kribbe 2005

Circles of Light

Pamela channels Mary

Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan

Dear friends, I am Mary, mother of Jeshua on Earth. It is such a joy for me to be among you, to be in your circle of Light. I wish to celebrate with you this morning, and to envelop you in a mantle of sweet love, very light and gentle – feel it.

Your hearts are in need of Light. For all of you, this is a heavy place to be. Your natural state of being is joy, playfulness, creativity. Your often feel smothered by the heavy energies on Earth, and you feel disconnected from Home. I want to bring the energies of Home, the original source, to you today. So breathe it in and remember who you are. I want you to bathe in the Light of your soul and the connection between our souls.

Imagine that the Light of reconnection and oneness is flowing through all your body. Make sure this flow visits every part of your body, especially the parts in need of healing. Let it flow all the way down to your feet. There is now a halo of Light around us all. Feel how you can relax and be safe within this halo of Light, even though you may sense that some parts of you are tired and feel heavy. That is okay – let everything be as it is.

You all carry a very precious Light in your soul. When you are connected to this Light you feel one with the universe. This is the divine experience for which you are looking. You are not yet aware of this inner Light when you start out as a young soul on your journeys, so you look for it outside yourself, in the external world. You are truly like a child looking for guidance, but your real mission is to find the guidance within, and doing that truly becomes the birth of your Divinity.

Most souls spend many lifetimes throughout the ages trying to find Light outside themselves, and that is a part of growing up. But you are now becoming a mature soul. You are aware of the need to go within, because you have tried all the other ways. You have tried to find the Light by gaining worldly power or possessions. You have tried to find the Light by creating a big ego and gaining recognition from the world. And you have tried to find the Light by losing yourself in romantic relationships; by trying to merge with another soul. These are really the stages that every soul goes through on its evolutionary journey.

But at some point, the soul discovers that those things do not work, and then the soul goes through a deep inner crisis. As it is maturing, it discovers deep emotions of loneliness, separation, and fear, and there is a growing awareness that nothing outside itself can fill the void. This stage of a soul’s journey can be called “the dark night of the soul”. The soul can not lose itself any more in anything external, and yet it does not know how to nurture itself, how to go within. This is when loneliness can hit you hardest, and when you are at this point, as often happens in relationships, you realize you can not find outside yourself what you are really seeking. So there is no other road to follow than the road that leads to your heart.

You are the only one who can acknowledge, and thereby ignite, your own fire, and you often wonder: “How do I do this?” That is your perpetual question: “How do I become enlightened; how do I enlighten myself?” And the answer is that it is not you who is doing it. The “you” who has been searching, who has felt lonely, who despairs, is not the one who is becoming enlightened. Essentially, enlightenment occurs when you give up the “you” part of yourself by releasing it. You completely kneel down within yourself and you give up. Your ego bows down, because it acknowledges the fact that it does not know a way out – it does not have the answers. Therefore, not knowing the answers, and being in the “dark night of the soul”, is often the heralding of enlightenment. It is when you give up that you become open to something new, something you are not able to control. This “something” – the energy of your soul – has been knocking on your door for a very long time.

In truth, you have been afraid of your own divine Love and Light, because from a human perspective you can not control it, and so you have resisted your own Light and source of joy. This is very paradoxical for us to see from our side, because the most precious thing you seek is already present within you! And therein lies the answer to your emotions of despair and loneliness.

When you stop trying to change yourself, when you stop trying to make your life “work”, you are opening to a greater force that wants to carry you with lightness and joy. Once you are in this flow of lightness, you will connect with others who are in the same flow and your heart will be filled with joy. Meeting with your spiritual family on Earth will be one of the deepest sources of happiness and fulfillment for you. But before this happens you have to let go. You have to entrust yourself to the flow of your heart. Do not try to manipulate and control life so much. Life becomes much easier and lighter when you live it from the heart.

The most difficult step is to acknowledge that you do not know the way. Every human ego contains pride, which often shuts you off from the flow of love, so you have to let go of your pride. This is what you do when you connect with the wounded and vulnerable child within yourself, and that is a deeply spiritual thing to do. By recognizing the core of your vulnerability, you are actually coming closer to other people. By becoming aware of your own wounded child within, you are also seeing it in the eyes of other people. Truly embracing your own darkness, your own vulnerability, builds a bridge between you and other people. It naturally creates compassion and understanding in your heart.

When you are inside the ego, you tend to judge and criticize other people. You need to do this to maintain your identity. But when you look at them with eyes that see their inner child, you recognize that they are wounded humans, just like you, and so it becomes easier to reach out to them. And it also becomes easier to receive support and love from other humans. This is what it means to create a circle of Light; to acknowledge your vulnerability, to release the need for control, and to release your pride. To the ego, this seems to be a very high price to pay, but it is actually small compared to the loneliness and despair you have to suffer when you are clinging to the ego.

At this time, many people are yearning for connecting from the heart. My message is especially meant for people who are ready to take the leap: to let go of your judgments, of your criticism – especially of yourself. Open fully to the immense source of Light available to you. You have built a prison around yourself, and I am inviting you to step out of it. You can do it now, you are ready. All you have to do is simply to ask. You do not have to fight or struggle to get out of the prison. You can simply ask Spirit, or whatever you call the endless source of this universe. Or you may do it by way of prayer: “Release me, I want to be Home again”.

Home is within you all, and when you open the doors of your heart, the Light will shine so brightly! Your Light will bring joy to others, and you will joyfully connect with other people, but you will also be at peace when you are alone. You will not need other people to be fulfilled, but it will be an experience of enrichment and abundance to meet them, especially soulmates.

I would like to end by asking you to imagine that we are planting a seed today. See it as a small seed of Light that each one of you is holding. Imagine that you are putting that seed into the Earth and you wish it well from your heart. You entrust this ray of Light to Earth, and then you let it go. You release all control, or desire to manipulate, or to know. Just see what happens. The Earth will someday return this energy to you in the form of a small miracle entering your life. You will ask yourself: “Why did this happen to me?” And maybe you will want to ask a psychic or medium about that, and I would tell you: “Do not analyze it with your head, just receive the gifts given by the universe”.

So let us now for a few moments enjoy the halo of Light that is still around us and has expanded by now. The Light, at this moment, is warm and golden. Please know that you are always connected to your soul family. We from the other side are always next to you. Accept our love.

© Pamela Kribbe

Astrology: High Five! Jupiter Trine Uranus In Fire Signs

by pandoraastrology.com

ball of lightThe scene is Mount Olympus, a heavenly grassy area atop a mountain with fantastic views in every direction.  You hear a rumbling, then a crashing, and before you know it, Jupiter is running up the mountain from one side and Uranus is running up from the other.  They meet in a resounding high-five that shakes heaven and earth.  After wrestling playfully for a moment, they collapse in laughter.
Jupiter:  This is going to be the BEST!
Uranus:  I know.  We’re going to have a great time.
Jupiter:  What’d you bring?
Uranus:  Assorted lightning bolts and a bolt-thrower.  See?
Out of an enormous pocket he pulls a complicated assembly which is essentially a catapult with a winch at one end.  Next to it he places a giant drum with lightning bolts peeking out the top.  The lightning bolts are making a buzzy, sizzling hum and emitting a neon glow in assorted colors.
Uranus:  I’m all ready to shock humanity with innovation and change.  It’s been a busy year already.  What’d you bring?
Jupiter:  This.
He pulls his hand out of his pocket in a fist.  Opening his fist, a warm glowing ball of light appears there, vibrating and jiggling with energy.
Uranus:  Very nice.  What does it do?
Jupiter:  It will grow anything you put out there.  It will infuse humanity with confidence and leadership ability.
Uranus:  Oh yes, that will definitely work.
Jupiter:  Let’s get started.
Uranus:  Got yer back.
They stand, back to back, and survey the landscape.
Uranus:  I see a community that needs to come together.  It’s close to cohering, but doesn’t really have a center.
Jupiter:  Check the moral structure.
Uranus:  Your job.
Jupiter takes out a spyglass and aims it in the direction Uranus is pointing.
Jupiter:  Hmm, it’s a church.  Or a temple or a mosque—I never can tell the difference from way up here.  Looks like some very nice people, but they’re too scattered.
Uranus:  No strong leadership.  Tolerant people and strong ethical fiber, but there’s no real center.  They need someone charismatic to bring fire.  Who shall we zap?
Jupiter:  That one, right there!  Yes, that one has what it takes!
Uranus cranks up the catapult and locks it down.  Then he pulls out a lightning bolt of medium size and places it in lightning boltthe catapult.  Taking aim, he releases.  The bolt flies true and lands smack on the Human Being in question, down on Earth.  There’s a shudder in the Earth’s emotional body as the feeling-field of the people near that Human Being adjust.  The Human Being is about to be noticed.
Uranus (gleefully):  Your turn!
Jupiter rubs his hands together and pulls them apart.  As he does so, the ball expands.  When it’s the size of a basketball, he lobs it down to Earth, where it bursts into a giant explosion of happy leadership, right in the heart of the Human Being.  The Human Being lights up, gets 10 ideas, and runs to tell everyone.
Uranus (applauding):  Again!
Jupiter:  Definitely.  What’s next?
Uranus:  Let’s build a utopian society, upgrade the morals of a world leader and send some truly innovative thoughts to a few people who are positioned to make a difference.  Then we’ll cause a sleepless night for someone who is ready to step into a leadership role.  And then we’ll head over to the tech industry and spark some ideas about inventions that make life better.  Then we’ll take a break for lunch.
Jupiter:  How long shall we do this for?
Uranus:  Till next June.  That should be enough, don’t you think?
Jupiter:  It’s going to be a busy year!
After another high-five neither deity seems able to stop themselves from, they get back to their fun pursuit.

What Does This Mean For You?

This wonderful trine between Jupiter and Chiron begins in September of 2014 and finishes in June of 2015.  It covers 14-20º of Fire signs, so if you have any planet in that span, you will love this transit.

Enjoy it while you can!  Especially if your birthday falls into these dates:

Arians born:  April 3-10
Geminis born:  June 4-11
Leos born:  August 6-13
Librans born:  October 6-13
Sagittarians born:  December 6-12
Aquarians born:  February 2-9

For more about Jupiter’s passage through Leo, read this:
Jupiter in Leo—Your Time In The Sun

And here’s a post I made the last time Jupiter and Uranus met in the sky, in 2010.  It had a similar feel:
The Crackle Of Change As Jupiter And Uranus Meet In The Sky 

How to live each day as a master of light

“You must learn to identify the source and deal with your own negative thought forms. Often your negative feelings are picked up from those around you, especially if you are a very empathetic person.  Learn to surround yourself in a sphere of Golden/white Light in which nothing of a lesser vibration can enter and disturb your tranquility.  Everyone on Earth is in the process of clearing ancient memories and thought forms of the past.  Be a passive observer when these feelings roil up within.  Do not claim them, just observe and state to yourself: “This is anger I am experiencing,” or fear, depression, guilt or any other dis-empowering emotion.  Envision a blazing ball of Light descending from your Higher Self, bursting into a million tiny, crystalline diamonds rippling throughout your body, transforming and balancing all discordant energies within.  Do this as often as necessary.

Shut off your mental auto pilot, and become the director of your journey and your experiences.  Tune into your own mental receiving station as you seek thoughts, vibrational patterns and sounds that are uplifting and empowering. Negative, critical thinking is composed of lower, disruptive frequency patterns.  If you don’t like what is happening in your world, lift your thoughts and change your mind so that you are projecting “balanced, uplifting frequency patterns of thought and intention.”

Learn to think with your whole brain–meaning, use both your linear, analytical outward- focused left brain, along with your intuitive, creative, inward-focused right brain.  Tap into your genius potential or the Light Packets of wisdom stored within your Sacred Mind, which are attuned to the higher dimensional or the cosmic storehouse of knowledge.

Do not always express or project your emotions toward others. Allow yourself to feel and express whatever emotions you are experiencing, but first analyze and resolve them within your own sacred space. Speak and share only to clarify or clear up a misunderstanding, and always share your thoughts through a filter of love and compassion. This is the way of a master.”

Transmitted through Ronna http://www.ronnastar.com/ * Copy freely and share. However, I claim the universal copyright for this article in the name of Archangel Michael.


“…his chart was loaded with Water, and we need look no further than this when we ask ourselves, “why suicide?””

How astrology can help us understand a person’s personality and also challenges in life. In this case, Robin Williams’ chart.

Find the Light, Robin Williams
by pandoraastrology

Who didn’t react strongly, even cry immediately, upon hearing of his death?  And especially how he died?  Not me.  I lost it.  In looking at Robin Williams’ chart, I wanted to discover why this might have happened to someone who brought joy to so many.  I went looking for a complex human being, and I found one.

8-31-14 Robin Williams natal chart

His Moon in Pisces describes an emotional nature so subtle and refined that it almost cannot be in the world, and will inevitably lead to disappointment as the world does not live up to one’s ideals.  When discussing Moon in Pisces, I wax poetic and quote Whitman’s Song of Myself: “Do I contradict myself? Very well then, I contradict myself. I am large; I contain multitudes.”  A Pisces Moon person, especially one with a stellium (grouping of planets) in Pisces, will often feel less like an individual and more like a crowd, a veritable sea of possible persons he could be.  He will often feel he is alternately swimming, drowning or lost in a sea of longings, urges, sensations, drives and passions and he isn’t entirely sure which are truly his.  Often, he doesn’t know who he is, really.  Some of these currents of feeling may be his, some may be leaking in from the people he lives and works with, others may be memories that feel real and present right now, and others still may be the tendrils of past-life memories that also feel equally real as they pass through him like an apparition.  With all this going on, how can a Pisces Moon be other than a dreamer?  How to get his feet on the ground?  And he may be prone to gloom and escapism if he doesn’t find his way to a peaceful retreat on a regular basis, where he can empty his heart, before returning to the world where it will inevitably go on sponging up emotions and sensations.

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People protect what they love


Do enough people love the oceans?… I do hope so.

If we don’t have a planet to live on, then how would other issues even matter. If the planet dies, humanity and all life will die. Sure, governments and politicians – and people in general – may have their reasons for why other issues are more important, but if the planet can no longer sustain life, then what. Is this how it will be. Will humans destroy the planet? It’s now or never. We still have a chance to make it right, but I don’t know. I don’t really think people understand that the planet is dying and if there is no planet to live on there will be no humanity. They don’t see the bigger picture. Or think it is really not that serious. Perhaps it is not that serious right now, because we still have a chance to change things around, but do they really want to wait till it’s too late? Then it’s too late anyway. The planet and life I am sure will continue in another form, but what will humans do. Perhaps humanity was just a temporary thing? An experiment and now they are programmed to destroy themselves. No, I don’t think so. I believe in humanity. And I choose to believe we can save this planet and thrive as human beings on an alive and thriving planet.

The Aquarian Age

“There are a different ages or “Aeons”. Ages are given the names of the zodiacal signs, and each age has its own defining principles. We are now in the Aquarian Aeon, and left the Piscean Aeon. After Aquarius, in over 2000 years, we will enter the Aeon of Capricorn. These ages are created by a slow movement of the earth called the precession of the equinoxes. It is believed that we moved into the age of Aquarius in 2008. In the new Aeon it is best to live joyously and creatively for your cause, not to die for it. Other principles that will dominate the Aquarian Aeon are an increase in the frequencies of life, greater respect for non-human species, and an increasing mobility of physical self, information, and resources. The gap between spirit and matter will continue to vanish.”

“The Aquarian Age is an era of increased illumination and opportunity for spiritual growth. Powerful forces are being poured out upon the Earth from higher realms and are being made available to every person to assist them in their progress. They permeate every particle that makes up our Earth. The influences from these forces are available and helpful to all, whether or not we are aware of them.

Aquarius is an air sign. The qualities of the air influences of this Age are clarifying, uplifting and reflective in nature.

This Age is very important as it is not only the beginning of a new Age, but the first Age of a new cycle of the Ages. This predisposes it to being an opportunity for unprecedented growth and change, depending on how we are able to interpret the energies and use them. As every Age builds on the achievements and manifestations of the last, the Aquarian Age will build on the foundations laid down during the Piscean. Just as sacrifice as practised during the Arian Age gave way to the higher ideal of giving, in the Piscean Age, the Aquarian Age will in time make the next step to sharing. Giving involves the giver as being central to the idea of giving. Sharing, however, is a concept that is broader and more open in its nature. It is not the passing of something from one to another, but the more unified and expansive idea of joining together in something, whether it is physical, such as a meal or something abstract, like information or an idea. Sacrifice, giving and sharing are all aspects of Service.

The Aquarian Age will also foster wisdom and uplifting. It is an Age of reason and, through this, of understanding and enlightenment. Clarity of mind will become important in this Age just as purity of heart was important in the Piscean Age.

In the Aquarian Age we will move beyond the rites and forms of the Piscean Age and begin to develop independent understanding of the meaning beyond the surface of all things and events. The time for the parables of the Piscean Age will pass. The Aquarian Age is a time for plain speaking and clear understanding. In the Aquarian Age there will be a broadening of perception so that we can begin to access the unlimited nature of Spirit. The lessons of Soul that Jesus taught in the Piscean Age will evolve and broaden. Personal responsibility will be taken to a far greater degree than previously. Circumstances and events will be seen in terms of their own value and with less comparison involved.

We will have the opportunity to identify the Christ potential in ourselves and begin to express it. We will also become more aware of the brotherhood of all men and the need for connectedness with the rest of the earth and its creatures. This will also include our brothers, the angels and the nature spirits of the Earth.

During the Aquarian Age, the etheric field of the Earth will have a more reflective quality than previously. Thus, our actions and thoughts will, with increasing speed and strength, be reflected back to us. This means that the results of our actions will become apparent to us much more quickly than previously. Because of this, we will more easily be able to see the connection between our thinking and the things it creates. This will give us greater opportunity to assess and take responsibility for our thinking, allowing growth and expansion.

In the Piscean Age, humanity needed a structured church with priests and leaders to follow and rites to observe. It also needed a format setting out right and wrong. In the Aquarian Age, people will not depend on structures so much. Leaders and teachers will not be seen as having authority over others. Rather, they will be seen simply as people who are sharing what they have, in whatever quantity they have it. In general, there will be more people sharing what they have on every level rather than just a few select people providing guidance. By pooling resources in this way, people will be more connected with each other and be able to function more effectively. Each person will be his or her own priest, coming to spirituality through the management of self.

There will be an emphasis on communication in this Age. This will include physical communication as well as the use of telepathy. Information will be more readily available than previously. There will also be the opportunity for people to communicate with each other more clearly and meaningfully than in the past. This will allow greater accord between people. Communication is an aspect of connectedness. The throat chakra is the chakra primarily associated with this Age and this chakra in every person is at present being stimulated by Aquarian energies and by angels who work in service to humanity. In addition to being associated with communication, this chakra is also connected to humankind’s ability to bring forth ideas and to create or manifest circumstances in our physical world. The power of the voice is associated with these factors.

In the Aquarian Age, humankind’s possibilities and opportunities will be increased, so that it can demonstrate itself to be much more spiritually capable than previously. The idea of openness is an important one in this context. A growing number of people will make great leaps in spiritual development as opposed to the plodding sequential approach that has been the tendency expressed in the past.

~ MindSoulSpirit

Being Vegan and Raw Vegan Lifestyle

Inspired to post this excerpt from a previous post.
Being vegan. Being raw. Raw vegan lifestyle.

From a spiritual perspective, I believe that when we eat mainly plants and other organic fruits and greens, we also absorb some of the energy and wisdom from Mother Earth. This might explain why so many vegans are more calm, peaceful, non-violent, less aggressive and angry, than people consuming meat and other animal products. But this is just my theory. People who do not eat meat often have more ”inner wisdom”, awareness and realization, in addition to higher energy levels, and better health compared to many non-vegans. Vegans also tend to have higher levels of compassion, due to their love and concern for nature and animals and also Mother Nature herself. This lifestyle encourages to a more peaceful and harmonic society and sustainable living.

Paul Nison in Raw Knowledge (2002) says that in order to reach the soul, you can not be weighed down with food. Those eating the Standard American Diet (SAD) spend most of their energy digesting food. Nison says it is important to have a spiritual context when you set out to live the raw food lifestyle. Otherwise, “this new-found energy does not feel grounded to the average person. Once we clean our minds and bodies, we are able to live with the lightness that less eating and a clean body will produce and we will be able ready to get in touch with a much higher place.” This is something that I have discovered and experienced myself, and it is truly an amazing experience and feeling. You may also discover that you need less sleep, but still have more energy!

David Wolfe, who is considered by peers to be one of the world’s leading authorities on nutrition, offers in his book Eating for Beauty (2002), a simple explanation for the value of eating a raw food diet: ”Enlightenment is just that – making yourself lighter.” Wolfe says raw plant foods, laughter, joy, bliss and unconditional love all exist on the same frequency. He says that tuning into this frequency raises the overall vibration of your energy field, causing anything that is vibrating at a lower frequency, such as fear, pain, doubt, cancer, ugliness, depression and toxins to eventually percolate out to be ejected from the body. This is detoxification. According to Wolfe, eating raw plant foods triggers a transformative process that allows you to rebuild yourself at a deep level.

This was just a little introduction to raw foods and a raw, vegan lifestyle. There is so much on this topic and so much information. However, for many it can be extremely challenging to change diet, and many give up along the way. To change habits and beliefs that you have been told your whole life, is something that takes a great deal of strength and determination to do. But it will be worth it. Do not be a prisoner of your food anymore. Do not let food control your life, do not let it make you unhappy any longer; break free and LIVE! Be alive. Be happy and discover how magical and amazing life truly can be!
Remember this statement from Wendell Berry: “People are fed by the FOOD industry, which pays no attention to HEALTH. And are treated by the HEALTH industry, which pays no attention to FOOD.”

“Let food be thy medicine and medicine be thy food.” – Hippocrates

When the diet is wrong medicine is of no use.
When the diet is correct medicine is of no need. – Ancient Ayurvedic Proverb

~ After writing this I also learned that it is fully possible to not consume anything at all. However, to maintain such a high vibration and pure positive “beingness” can be challenging in this physical environment where the density can be quite heavy. But it’s fully possible, and there are people in the world who live like this. If you manage, it’s really the most amazing experience. To sustain yourself by pure light energy and not have to consume anything physical. All is energy and although most plants and fruits don’t mind being consumed, I still sometimes wish I didn’t have to. But certain foods may also help us stay grounded and centered on Earth. And they usually give their blessing that we may eat them, and the love and energy they give is wonderful.

In any situation, let your heart be your guide ❤

Cellular Memory Release

“Important for lightworkers to come together.
Very important shifts are happening now, including cellular memories, so would be wonderful to share with anyone who is happy to explore and also utilize the vibration that are now helping the Earth plane to shift these vibrational aspects.”

Biljana, healer, pharmacologist and alchemist, share with you some information regarding cellular memory and how we can heal this. Through physical sensation, conscious release and light language vibrational encoding.
I suggest closing your eyes when she does the light language vibrational encoding and just soak it up.


“Cellular memories can be explained the best as programs.
Being part of the polarity realities has created a various of vibrational programs that bring life or life experiences that are not from the highest. Which means that any lightworker who feel very unpleasant with experiencing the opposites from what the truth is, will know that in reality the experience of negativity is not real; it doesn’t exist in the reality of our consciousness. However, all the souls who wanted to experience polarity had an opportunity in the worlds like the three-dimensional world and others around the universe, where they could experience polarity-reality as real. However, it is only the stage work, it is only like a scenario that we have created and carried out in this particular world. However, we haven’t cleared those vibrations and those programs efficiently enough, because we were operating – when I say we that means us as a human consciousness – we have operated in a way which is behind the veil, with a very narrow and very reduced level of consciousness and full understanding. Which means we have not properly worked with the divine energies, which are neutral energies, so after experiencing something that appears as a “negative” experience it needs to be cleared out. Reconciled and unified so that the two polarities do not create a further polarization, but go back into the unity. Because this kind of process has not been done over the long eons of time it is happening now in a really speedy way. So it is like a fast forwarded cleanse around the cellular memories.

What has been happening within the human experience: we used vibrations of pain, suffering, negativity and we haven’t cleared them. We haven’t allowed the full cycle of reconciling.
So within the human consciousness there are pockets, various pockets of memories of these specific events or emotions or suffering templates so to speak and they keep re-producing the experience. We are not meant to suffer on this planet. We are meant to experience polarity and then release it.
We need to bring those energies into the full cycle of completion. That is the way of dealing with what we call cellular memories. We can deal with them on a personal level, but right now, and this is very important information for the lightworkers, we are having a task to deal with these energies on a collective level. So that means it is not only our stuff from our particular lifetimes and the vibrations we experienced, but it is about the collective consciousness. As the polarity is unifying, the Earth plane is starting to come into the vibrations of vortexes, of various energy points or vortex are opening around the plane.

Even lightworkers who are very new to the Earth plane are tapping into the collective files. So this is the way for the lightworkers to help very accelerated, very specific way of clearing of the cellular memories of the human race.”

Healing Waters Sanctuary – Glastonbury, England

“My intention is to bring home truth, love, beauty and tenderness to the planet.”

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